I am Pauline Hannah
e-mail dream on. i'm not stupid to give it to you. come again and ask nicely.
Age of bittersweet 16
Loves shopping
fashion
partying
disco dancing
being a drama queen
bakeries
museums
world wonders
corn muffins
chocolate muffins
banana walnut muffins
Auntie Annie's cinnamon sugar pretzels
painting
writing
reading thriller and romance
watching blockbusters
strumming my guitar
taking pictures
posing for the pictures
finding for scandals
making the scandals
daydreaming
living life the way it is.
Hates currently? perverts.
Wishes tour Europe: Italy! France, Greece, Portugal, Spain...
scholarship
camera
new guitar
keyboard
lady gaga fame monster album
adam lambert album
driver's license
classy trenchcoat for Canada
white loafers
forever 21 grey boots
cache black leather jacket
an organiser
a masquerade party
ice-skate, ski, kungfu
for people to be more morally upright, then i think the world would be a better place, really. HALT selfishness
and he'll sigh (yeah i know i'm a hopeless cause) and ask someone else.
but he teaches well. really. very, er, what-cha-may-call-it? efficient methods.
i admit having my own chinese teacher as my co-form is weird. yeah that's the word. weird.
i am VERY unsure about this arrangement, come to think of it.
welcome 2009 T.T
after that, went to the arcade!
on the way, i was holding dear shazana's hand and i asked,
me: so how's school?
shazana: i get bullied.
me: really? (in muttered breath) stupid kids...(louder)so anyway, what do you want to be when you grow up?
shz: a TEACHER!
wow. very enthusiastic response. she reminds me of someone i know.
i gasped. me.
me: and what subject would you like to teach?
shz: malay and english!
me: to uh, primary school or secondary school students?
i was praying she wouldn't say secondary. seriously, surviving high school is HARD.
shz: nursery school!
ah, more like it.
me: i wanted to be a teacher once (guys, don't laugh.) when i was younger, i would arrange all my stuff toys to face me, i'll pretend to write on an invisible whiteboard and give them homework.
shz laughs.
me: but now, i don't wanna be one.
shz: why?
how do you say this to a young girl? i didn't want to say that being a teacher is no fun (i'm not insulting the teaching staff. i appreciate all teachers, but i just can't see myself as one. it's no adventure. i want spontaneous, not routine. i can't face the same class, every school day, it'd kill my spirit.)
me: i just don't feel like it anymore, you know. i wanna be someone else...
shz: i know, be a MODEL!!!
a kick in the gut.
me *faintly embarrassed*: no, er, i'm not pretty, please...
shz: YOU ARE!
she sounds like someone i know too.
pure innocence.
ok where was i? let me steer back the flow....oh yes, the arcade...
shot some hoops with mich, vic, sha, grace and shazana.
oh, the adrenaline everytime my bastketball falls into the hoop. SO FUN!
then played car-racing.
me: i warn you. i suck at this. (this is not entirely true. i like, rock at it.)
me VS michelle.
vic said i was doing pretty well, on the account that mich probably kept crashing, haha!!
what can i say? i LOVE CAR-RACING. i play it on my xbox loads of times.
me VS cuth.
i was winning, ok!! i really was. i was ahead at the last lap, but by sheer luck, he overtook me and won.
whatever.
grace VS cuth.
me: GO GRACE GOOOO!!! beat him, beat him. oh no! he's behind you! go faster!! GOOOOO...
i'm insane. but grace WON!! heehee. girls rock.
then grace dragged me out shopping.
bought gold flats :)
(i really tried to resist the temptation to buy things, but i couldn't. i succumbed to the seductions of shopping. dang.)
then i went back up to watch yong han play house of the dead 4. he was eliminated by spiders T.T
had a fun time with my friends! see you all on friday!! :)
geez. i mean, there's school on friday and the next day's a weekend. might as well call off friday and go to school next monday, right?
23 DEC:
me and lynette watched Twilight.
TWILIGHT ROCKS.after that, i went home and had a movie marathon: Hell Boy 2 and Big Stan.
24 DEC:
struggled through my lit essays.
gave up, and went out with my mom to do some shopping...(yeah, i know. again?)
bought a black blouse (nearly 50 bucks) and black shorts. nice :)
went back home and....
COMPLETED ALL MY WORK!!! YEAH!!
finally.
but for my maths assignment, i'm left with 3 numbers.
gah. pauline, just leave it.
25 DEC: