Thursday, February 26, 2009
can i say something?wow.amazing.i am SO SO SO SO jealous of _______ and ________.happy together eh?they talk on the phone. with occasional silence, but not all the time.and when _______ ________ at _________, i can see that ________ really loves ________.you should see the overwhelming affection in his eyes! and then _______ will start to smile. like everything's- gonna- be- alright because- i- got- you smile. and when i see that, i wish someone would look at me that way too.show emotions. yeah. that's it.i mean, i get stares. lust-perv stares. that doesn't count. especially when you're wearing tube, halter or anything that shows off your skin. a turn off.
Stuffs I painted @ 10:19 PM
oh, just so you know...some thoughts are meant to be kept to yourself. you don't say it out. soft or loud.hm, scenario.that fast food restaurant crew- guy, he's taking your order, and he's hot. nice arms. don't say he's hot.even if it is to tell your friend. because you might never know that your voice is loud enough to be heard.and the guy might look at you in amazement. you're stunned and, to muster any dignity that you have left, you coolly walk away even though inside, you're freaking out.and calm yourself down when you're swearing that, at the corner of your eye, he was watching you walk and smiling a self-satisfied smirk.just don't get all hot and bothered.
Stuffs I painted @ 9:54 PM
i think i attract a whole lot of trouble.like today. a total mess. a total recipe for disaster.1. nearly late. had to run after the bus.2. during PE, circuit training, i placed my spectacles into my pocket and found that i accidentally broke it when doing crunches.3. so i had to go to the general office where mr cuthbert was nice enough to screw it back for me :)4. screwed up A-maths test. goner. i can't believe i forgot differentiation quotient rule. bloody he-er, dang.5. got a sharp, painful paper cut by chem worksheet.6. there's a wound near my nail.7. at home, while i was making my way to the kitchen, my foot caught the edge of the bed and i tripped.8. nearly sprained my ankle and i knocked my knuckles.9. while walking back to my room, my guitar case stubbed my toe.10. lost my thumbdrive.11. at least, i thought it was lost, until i realised that it was inside my pencilcase in front of me all along. (which made me lose 30 precious minutes hunting for it.)12. i have no time to paint today. only draw. this is so... depressing.13. i was designing, and i got an idea, so happily i stood up ("Eurieka!" or whatever that Greek exclam thing is), and my head hit my table lamp, causing it to topple.14. and lastly, somehow, i just got entangled with wires.don't ask.and it all happened at Trashy Thursday.on the side note, i accompanied cuth and pc to shop for grace's birthday present.she's turning sweet 16 tomorrow!! whoo. that's fast.and i'm bored. so i'm surfing the net, looking at cat pictures, and at the same time, reading exercise tips because i need to tone up.i can already see results.at mos burger, pc was startled because he saw that my arms are muscled. as in, really. biceps. but not so visible and huge like a guy's one. but a strong healthy- girly one.get what i mean?i told my mom about it, she said yeah, she could see the muscles. i sort of freaked out. i mean, 20 push ups a day and this?here's what she said.mum: "and what's wrong with having..."me:"toned arms, you mean?"mum:"pauline. you're slim. and with toned arms, you can be sexy like Angelina Jolie, am i right?"that is, if i also tone my legs. my stomach's good. thanks to pc, i get the motivation to do crunches, curl-ups and all those abdominal exercises.jayson(my bro):"who's Angelina Jolie?"please excuse him. he is 9 years old.mum:"oh honey. in the future, you'll marry her daughter."i think she wanted to add "and have pretty babies." trust me, the idea is very far-fetched.me:"and the age difference would be...6 years."mum:"what's wrong with that?"sigh. now i know how fantasy-oriented dreaming is passed down in the family. i think me and my sister are infected. haha, thanks to my mom.
Stuffs I painted @ 9:04 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
i came across a site- it tests whether you're a right brainer or a left one."You answered 15 items out of 20 as right brained.
Your score is 75%. Your right brain is quite dominant."which means i'm artistic and creative, more than my analytical side.but don't think wrong. i'm pretty good in handling numbers and heavy-loaded information. and yet, i like coming up with creative ideas and have my head in the clouds. oh...lookie. another test. a short one. all you have to do is see the dancing girl and answer: is she turning clockwise, or anti-clockwise? http://www.news.com.au/perthnow/story/0,21598,22492511-5005375,00.html?from=mostpopi see that she's turning clockwise. that means i'm a right brainer.there'a a huge difference between right-oriented and left-oriented.like, a right brainer questions rules and wants a reason why he/she should follow them. whereas a right brainer obeys without questioning.a right brainer are risk-takers whereas a left brainer likes to stay safe.==================================================================================hey! wanna play the world's hardest game? seriously. i played a few times...and i gave up. http://www.news.com.au/perthnow/story/0,21598,22492511-5005375,00.html?from=mostpopyou're the red square. avoid the blue rings and go to the checkpoint.anyway, i got lots of things to do! T.T
Stuffs I painted @ 8:39 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
as usual. i'm only able to write a short post- then i'll have to go back to work.me and wen ya got all upset today because we couldn't watch a movie with liew yung. he invited us, see. but there's remedial. and wy has her piano lessons.if O levels were human, i'd be strangling it by the throat right now.i'm multi-tasking. listening to music, scribbling maths solutions, researching, and blogging. oh and don't forget, texting as well.i am forever in love with Delta Goodrem and Brian McFadden's love song, 'Almost Here'.i was watching the you tube video...wow. so romantic :Dhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUFeh3fwe6Malso Sheryl Crow and Sting's 'always by your side'. it's a nice song.i can't think of anything to post about right now...erm....um....eh.....uh....i got nothing.ciao.oh. wait. when i came home this afternoon, i got shocked to see a big green butterfly sitting on my window sill. i took a picture of it...but i'm so lazy to upload. it'd like, require me to remove my memory card and plug in a few things. boo. no time.anyway, its wings were broken. the bottom end was cut off- it looked like it was bitten off by something. you know, teeth marks. ew. what creature eats butterflies anyway?and today my brother asked my mom. "where's geylang?""er...why'd you ask that?" my mom said, cautiously."where is it?""you shouldn't KNOW these things! why are you asking me??" my mom was like, near hysterics, man. and she called me a drama queen T.Tmind you, my brother's 9 years old. only. i mean, when i was 9, i didn't even know Geylang existed.ok, maybe i do, but i didn't know it was a uh, shady place.i giggled. it was funny.my mom looked at me sharply."do you know that geylang is where men go to when they're-""yes, i know." i said, in a draggy voice."and that's where the girls-""EEK. yes yes-""lots of things going on in there...""mom. i know."my brother just stared at my mom for a few moments. i winced. this is not a pleasant topic to a nine year old. this is-"it's near paya lebar." my mom was resigned."oh. why don't they build a mrt station there?"seriously. if my brother was not naive, i would have gone pale in terror.if there really was one, and when the passengers alight, everyone would throw dirty looks.because well, there are only 2 reasons why people would go to geylang and that will be-ok. why am i talking about this??i need to get on with my work.ciao people.*the blogger has no form of discrimmination or anything against Geylang. at all. i mean, it's just a place right? it's just that...c'mon people. you can't deny the going-ons.
Stuffs I painted @ 9:56 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
two words: bloody pop-ups.already says a lot.
Stuffs I painted @ 9:46 PM
heh. oppsy. it's been quite a while since i last updated.on valentine's day, the whole sec 4 batch went out to the esplanade to watch the breakout concert.the korean dancers were very professional!! they can beatbox, breakdance and since it's a comedy, they made us laugh till we got stitches.sometime soon i'll upload the pictures :)right now i have to do some research...sigh.oh! just now, i was flipping through my maths assessment to practice some sums until i found out that i bought a guide instead. which means, they only give few examples. no other questions to try out T.Ti fervently searched for the receipt, you know, so i can get a refund or something, but then found out the within 7-day exchange policy has, um, expired.ok, at exactly 17 february 2009, 8.24pm, pauline found out that she completely sucks at picking assessment books.i end up with either guides, or those not in the latest syllabus or too difficult to tackle or so very easy, that i can write blindfolded.geez. i mean, i'm not dense.note to self:bring 5 dollars to pay daniel for physics 1o year series assessment.
Stuffs I painted @ 8:19 PM
Saturday, February 7, 2009
hey anyone wanna take me out to a movie? after next week of course. not on valentine's day, though.ANYONE out there? ANYONE?boys can ask me, if you get what i mean. *smiles schemingly*just kidding. girls are welcome.i just want to watch a movie!!!ANYONE want to ask me out??*crickets noises in the background*i want to watch:-1. slumdog millionaire.2. shopaholic.3. bride wars.......
Stuffs I painted @ 5:26 PM
quickie post here. before i rush to complete some work...this week's really hectic. next week would be worse. i've got SS quiz, bio quiz (on definitions on every chapter!! that's insane), chem test (heard that it's hard...) and physics test.i am so screwed.=====================================================================================on tuesday, i went for drama CCA.xu tuo was being crappy as usual.he was telling lame jokes for the past 45 minutes, i think.like:"ok ok. i got one. this man was out in the jungle when he saw a lion. the lion was 100 metres apart. his gun bullet can only travel 1 metre. how was he able to shoot the lion?"sabrina cut in to say "his gun was 99 metres."and xu tuo was so upset, he slapped his script against the table."that's no fun! you already know!! ok. i ask you...why is scientists' hair wet?"me: "they brainstorm.""HAH?? why you know??"there's lots more. both crude, rude and outrageous. if i post about it, i'll probably get into trouble :)and when michelle tells a funny joke, fridaus would get all hyper and runs out of the class, waving his hands and laughing out loud.one time when he did that, xutuo and pei shan locked the doors so fridaus couldn't get in. haha.thursday:played dodgeball. it was so fun! daniel, victor and willie were vicious. they could single-handedly knock down their opponents: us.but we won several matches too.willie threw the ball so hard, it whacked my jaw. luckily there wasn't some sickening crack sound...or there probably was, but i didn't hear it.anyway, sabrina said it was so bad that it was swollen, so we went to the sick bay to get a pack of ice.i met mr soh along the way."what happened to you pauline?""dodgeball. it hit my jaw.""dodgeball? shouldn't you dodge it?"T.T i'm not dense. i'm just slow. i could have run away but....sigh. you get the idea.hard to forgive willie now.just kidding! i hold no grudges :Dfriday:health check-up. we missed physics class ;Dand during chinese remedial, grace was so tired, she was in a crappy mood.well, our life's gonna be like that 24/7, since everyday we have remedial and school ends later than usual.GREAT. how nice T.Ti'm watching Confessions of a Shopaholic trailer! heehee. i wanna watch it some time soon. Becky Bloomwood's like me. except, she's a more crazier shopaholic anyway.
Stuffs I painted @ 4:17 PM